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16th Oct 2008 6:32am...
Well, update back the day when u REALLY LEFT...
Early in the morning we have to wake up very very early to go to the ceremony...
This few days i didnt take much photos... all i took mostly also the SKY....
Everyone face is smiling but actually is hurt inside....
Who wont be sad when they lost the most precious ppl in their life right??
This few days when we alwaz go to ur "BED" to see u, everyone also didnt cry...
Including me~ ^^...i keep standing there talk to u as much as i can....
As someone told me that u will still around and can hear what i said...
I already told u let us cry for this 7 days...and for the day when u LEAVE sure it will be more suffer for us to stand for NOT TO CRY.... So... here is the day....
Alot of ppl coming to send u to the HEAVEN~^^...
We bought flowers for u too... and did u see ah pa bought u a ROSE ar!!!! ^^...
I remember last time u alwaz complain that he didnt bought u a flower when valentine...
When i secondary that time i help ah pa to buy twice for u~ ^^.. but CHARGE him EXPENSIVE... *as tips ma* kakaak...
Another time is last year... Ah Je they help him to buy 3 roses for u means "I LOVE U" hehe.. so romantic... and today he taking the white roses that he wanna give u~ is a whole bunch!!!! not only 1 or 3...is 9 if i m not mistake... it means... "I WILL LOVE U FOREVER AND EVER"...
My Ah Paa can be so romantic ^^...
Well, Ah Meng gor gor(ur kai jai*god son) is here... i think u saw him right?? he and ah sou (meng gor's wife)also cried alot... as their face are really sour..even i ask ah sou not to cry, she very quickly smile back.. but her tears also rolling...
For the last respect we cry alot... i even knock my head on the floor.. not purposely just really no energy... sorry...
JoJo cried too...ur beloved kai lui *god daughter JO~ as u alwaz said she is pretty and ask her to keep fit then she will be perfect^^...she is the one who sat there from the 1st day til the end... i think u know that really alot of ppl loves u right?? u can see that day ur funeral is really full of ppl and until no more place to let them in.... Mee... u r too good to be true ^^... that is why alot of ppl love u and respect u!!I also wanna be a mother like u ^^...
The funniest stuff is We all just cried silently... and suddenly May Je cried out (as she is ur kai lui*god daughter for sure she miss u too i believe^^)then Ah Je*my sis* who is the easierst cry person STARE at her!! then she quickly stop.... but ah Je told me when she saw Ah May Je cry she really think she is SO SO SO SO Cute..... she said her tears is all over her face.... ^^... i think u also will laugh if u saw the scene ^^....
After that we send u to the way where GOD bring u to heaven... on the way we touch the car, but we really didnt cry so much which i really UNEXPECTED^^... we even using peacefully heart to walk here.... only DAD~ T.T..seeing him really....hmmm.....
Until the place...the most hardest part for us...seeing the fire burn up the BED that u slept...by that time we really cannot control anymore.. and sis cry out loud after that... i also cannot stand for it... but.... HAVE TO!!!!! Ah Paa come to tell Ah Je "Ah Mee ask u cannot be sad" then he walk away with his tears.... Everyone really cant take it...as u LEAVE US in TOO SUDDEN....
hmm...but what i know is really alot of ppl loves u huh!!! ^^...
I wanna thanks for everyone who had attend whichever day ^^...families...cousins....friends... thanks for ppl who send sms or call us for cares...thanks for everyone who really cares for us~ and thanks for those ppl who pretend cares for us, finally we saw ur face...*sis and i really not really happy with it...but i have told sis, that is their choice, we cannot said anything...and i dont think mummy want us to be like that too...so forgive ppl for treating ur own better ^^*~~~Everyone in family should know who is it ^^...so no need to mention at all...coz THAT FELLA is not important to us anyway^^...as u ask me who is THAT FELLA.... i m sorry to said "who is that?? i donno!!!" coz THAT FELLA is not important to me ANYMORE~ so sorry to said that ya ^^...i didnt angry anything...just think not worth to know her ^^...
Finally i wanna thanks JAS who accompany me the day... for skipping her work... (no need to be worried Jas, i m stronger than what u guys think....even i m stronger than what i thought too ^^.. but thanks anyway).... and my sis's friend "wayne" for helping us to take things and take care of JAS ^^... thank Q.... PS:JAS next time i think i wanna prepare tissue for u prepare for me ^^....take care my friend..cheers^^....
I wanna end it fast, so that i didnt drop alot of details here ^^...hope everyone understand it ya!! I HOPE EVERYONE INCLUDING MYSELF BACK IN THE TRACK~ ^^...so all the best everyone.... We will still miss u ah mee ^^....
3 comments:
Tell me la who is that 'pretend' person? I wasn't there how I know la? Tell me in MSN okay? If you never mentioned it I'm also not curious.
lil'devil:no worries...for sure not u!!!^^...inside family thread u know who is it what right?? ^^... if really donno then i only tell u in msn ya^^...
Har, her? What she do lar?
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