Today morning very early i heard outside got some noise...
I open a day to see...
Daddy is keeping ur stuff...
He is so weak...and he is so old....
I call him and hug him tightly from the back...
And his voice is shaking...his hand is shaking...
He said he is cleaning ur stuff...
I seeing him like that i m so sad....
But i have to be tough...
So that he will be better...
The 1st day i went to the place...
This is the last time i can see her...
And this is the sky when i get out from my house....
I saw a white thingy~ but donno what is that??
Shooting star??? or she is watching us???
and how come i m so lucky to capture this photo.... ^^....
Mummy and aunty is VERY CLOSE....
Aunty go to heaven long time ago....
Here is mummy turns....
She is going to meet her there...
and they will be happy to seeing each other i believe...
Mummy is putting in LILY's HALL!!!
"Lily " is my aunty's name...
THEY ARE REALLY GOOD until like this~ ^^...
I am the 1st one who notice it "i think"...
Is kinda SPECIAL when i saw this ^^...
Paa all the time think of u or talk about u also will cry...
Seeing he cry i also cant stand for it..
Alwaz walk out of his sight and cry and cry and cry...
I remember i saw u after they help u to shower...
Makeup and we have to help u to button up...
I bring alot of stuff..tot i can help u to makeup but they dont let...
And i tot i can help u to cut finger nails and toe's nails (as u like me to help u to do it last time)...
But they dont let me to touch u..and i forgot to check it either...
I m the one who have to button the 1st button which is ur neck one...
Very hard to button... so i touch ur cold face...
Is killing me when want me to write this.. but i wanna remember it...
I wanna kiss ur face they dont let... T.T....
But i do said MUMMY I LOVE U!!!! i hope u can hear it!!!!
And after that i couldnt control my tear already...
I hide behind the door and keep on crying as they dont wanna let Paa see i m crying...
Then i alwaz have to STAND STAND and STAND...
I can't finished this already... sorry....
Mum i love u~... really really do!!! i know u know~
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