Sometimes taking 1st class is not a happy thing...
Even u r having a big seat, good food... but u totally cannot swallow it in...
I force myself not to cry on plane... as i dont wanna scared ppl and i dont want u to see me got bengkak eye... so i try very hard to stand for it... but i couldnt control my heartbeat.... i really take a big breath eveytime i wanna breath~... I really love u Mee... ^^....
I makeup nicely... ready to go to the hospital to see u... Wen & Shuen go to fetch me from airport... i tot i can straight away go to hospital and see u... But Jo ask them to bring me to her house... i refuse to think anything... i keep looking for an excuse for myself... as maybe Jo wanna bring me there... Coz too late dee... She dont wanna mafan Wen they all... So we didnt chat anything about this...
Until i reached Jo's house... Jo open the door... Then i was like when she wanna bring me to my mum... But uncle ask me to go to the living room and talk to me... He said You just passed away at 9pm something... "She cant wait for you anymore... So she go...." This is what i dont wanna hear and i dont wish to happen.... WHAT IS THIS??????
He said u REST in PEACEFULLY~ without much suffer... i cant stop crying even i already talk to myself to be TOUGH....but my tears still rolling out from my eye...
Sis called, She said u dont wanna see us to be unhappy... after i heard sis sound, i feel steady... coz she is the most easy to cry one... and she already calm down... i also have to calm... although my heart already calm but my tears still keep coming out....
Maybe you are looking for what i m typing now... so i have to write a long sentense let you see... I LOVE YOU~ ^^.... so whatever you said i will do... ^^...
Je told me that u SLEEP in PEACEFULLY... and before you go~ you said is GOD bring you up!! MUMMY u better don't lie ya!!! else i will whack ur pet pet one!!!!....^^...I know you will said me "mo dai mo sai" right??? ^^.... I MISS U~REALLY REALLY MISS U~.... But i wont cry... i will smile... I will be happy.... as i know if really GOD come and bring you... then you sure will be in the heaven~~~!!!!!! I WILL MISS U FOREVER.... I WILL DO GOOD THINGS TOO... SO WE WILL MEET AGAIN IN THE HEAVEN OK???? ^^... all the while i know that you will go to heaven.... coz u r such a nice and humble person... (ok la maybe sometimes u really abit longair ^^ and will critic something^^) ... but overall u r REALLY A GOOD PERSON!!! SO GOD BRING U UP IS REALLY GOOD CHOICE!!!! but can bargain with them dont let you work so hard ar??? If they really want you to work hard, u ask them give me to do here la ^^.... so that we can share together ma... ^^....i will work hard to get to the heaven too ok??^^... so i m sure we will meet again~~~... u wait for me ya... dont go anywhere curi curi... i still have alot of things to tell u la...^^... tomorrow i will help u to see ur makeup... no worries.... i will help u to cut ur nails and toe's nails... so dont worry la... u will be PRETTY PRETTY go to heaven... ^^... and i will curi curi tell u I LOVE U and KISS U.....^^... i know u dont like me to sleep late... But give me ONE DAY la ok?? ^^... give me one day to sleep late... let me today stay awake ok???
Mee... dont worry... u r really in my heart... ur sound...ur look and everything.... so when i close my eye i will see u... and i know u will be in the HEAVEN looking at us...^^.... i will pray for u... alwaz deep deep in my heart... u will be up there happily and relaxing...
Mee... I LOVE U^^... REALLY REALLY DO~!!! thanks GOD bring u for me... Thanks God for letting u to be my mum... If there is next life (how i wish u dont have next life...so that you will be in the Heaven FOREVER!!!!)^^.... but IF there is really a next life... i dont want u to be my mum~ i wanna be ur mum.... ^^... let me be ur mum and take care of u ok??? I LOVE U ERYANG YI~ ^^... cute name mummy.... i really really love u^^.... take care of urself there ok?? dont worry about me... as i said i grown up dee... i know how to take care of myself....
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