A friend of mine are having prob, i couldnt contact her for quite sometimes, i also didnt know that she had a blog until that day i found out.. and i know she was not very well, i go buy a international call card and call her...
The 1st word she told me is "who r u?!" even though i tell her who m i, she was silent for 10 sec only reply "oh~ u r that one makeup one hor?!!!!" "THAT ONE makeup one?!?!" when i heard this my heart is like DOOM down~ Coz we USED to be close, and REALLY CLOSE...how come u dont remember me at all now?! The way she talk is like SOooooOoooo Normal T.T... i was quite sad after that.. my tear rolled out from my eye too.. but i have to stop it...coz i m in the subway station~ is ALOT of ppl over there... and i quickly msg my another friend and see whether she still remember me or not!?! (coz we are in the same gang b4...)luckily she is not that forgetful~~and it really make me abit warm when she talks...
After that my mood is really down for the whole night, i cant do anything about it.. coz i keep thinking, why ppl can be so forgetful even they are ur best friend?! how come they can forget about the time we had together?! After that i talk to Pea, and he ask me to calm down, as we are not them, we can't control their mind...
True, this is only my own thinking... maybe she already forgot about me, maybe she never treat me like her best friend before... but at least i do... and i care... but i don't think i will call her again, because i don't wanna get sad again~~ anyway just have to tell u that i still treat u as my friend, whether u think i m ur friend or not... take care of everything... good luck for ur new life~~~ all the best... and i m so sorry for i didnt stand besides u when u needed someone to talk to... coz i really donno that... hope that u r really really doing fine in ur life.. cheers...
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